Lord, thank you for coming into my life. I would not have been the person I am today had you not found me. Please forgive me if in ways I have offended other people. On the other hand, please touch the hearts of those who have offended others so they may not harm anymore. Thank you for the gift of life, for the happy days with my loved ones. And even in the most trying of times, I thank you for guiding us to move towards the right direction.
Thank you for the mercy and grace you so abundantly give my family. Forgive me if a few times I tend to succumb to the temptations of the worldly life. I'm a person with flaws but I know it isn't an excuse to commit a sin. Thank you for always making me feel welcomed each time I turn to you.
The wishes and desires of my heart are the same ones I've kept praying for all these years. Good health, financial, emotional and most especially spiritual stability are those that I always pray for for my loved ones especially my family. May your love live in our hearts forever. All these I pray in Jesus' name. Amen.
Friday, December 25, 2009
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Saturday, May 30, 2009
Oh my! I've spent my entire day watching Charice Pempengco's live performances posted on youtube. That lady is just awesome. She just amazes me with every song, with each performance. I love her! She's just perfection. And so I held a microphone this afternoon and sang my heart out. I've been learning a few techniques by merely watching her. She just inspires me to sing better.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Thoughts on my birthday
In the past, I used to get excited at the thought of friends and loved ones giving presents and preparing surprises for me every birthday I'd have. I've always associated my special day with fancy little things that to me, proved my importance to them.
Now that I have reached my 31st birthday, I guess things are changing quite drastically. Last night, I attended a seminar for my Singles For Christ fellowship. I didn't tell anyone that in a few hours I'd be celebrating my birthday but then, the host announced that two people were celebrating their birthdays and of course, I was one of the two. Everyone greeted me. The funny thing is that I didn't know any of them personally yet, I felt so much loved. I even said, this is the happiest birthday I've had in my entire life. Really, what I felt last night was a genuine happiness.
It's so special in that I was surrounded by people who lived and breathed God's words. They too like myself have shortcomings but they strive like I do, to do good in each day of our lives. I really felt they were my true brothers and sisters, like we were indeed children of our Lord as we held a strong faith in him.
I believe that I have matured a lot in the last few years. I was once a pessimist who always viewed things negatively. Part of me still carries a little of that pessimism but having built my life upon God, I feel as if negative thoughts are now senseless and unworthy of contemplation.
I used to wish that I would find a partner and that I'd have my own family but I guess He knows I'm really not ready for it yet. I feel as if He's honing me to become more mature, more positive and more stable financially and emotionally to embrace the challenging work of becoming both a mother and a wife.
I'm not questioning God's will anymore. I'm just allowing myself to be lifted along the way, along this journey in life built upon a strong faith in God and in the faith that He will bring me to where I should be if I surrender everything to him. Of course, I know I have to do my share and not just let him do everything for me. But I'm getting there. As I get to know him more, I'm getting to know myself better. Through an appreciation of what I have, I guess I'll know what I can offer and never be afraid to share them with the people I love.
Yes, it's my birthday, and I'm thankful that despite the many problems I'm facing, I remain positive. Gone is the pessimist me. Though there are things that are missing, with my family, friends and God with me, and all the blessings coming my way, there's no reason to be sad. I choose to be happy.
Now that I have reached my 31st birthday, I guess things are changing quite drastically. Last night, I attended a seminar for my Singles For Christ fellowship. I didn't tell anyone that in a few hours I'd be celebrating my birthday but then, the host announced that two people were celebrating their birthdays and of course, I was one of the two. Everyone greeted me. The funny thing is that I didn't know any of them personally yet, I felt so much loved. I even said, this is the happiest birthday I've had in my entire life. Really, what I felt last night was a genuine happiness.
It's so special in that I was surrounded by people who lived and breathed God's words. They too like myself have shortcomings but they strive like I do, to do good in each day of our lives. I really felt they were my true brothers and sisters, like we were indeed children of our Lord as we held a strong faith in him.
I believe that I have matured a lot in the last few years. I was once a pessimist who always viewed things negatively. Part of me still carries a little of that pessimism but having built my life upon God, I feel as if negative thoughts are now senseless and unworthy of contemplation.
I used to wish that I would find a partner and that I'd have my own family but I guess He knows I'm really not ready for it yet. I feel as if He's honing me to become more mature, more positive and more stable financially and emotionally to embrace the challenging work of becoming both a mother and a wife.
I'm not questioning God's will anymore. I'm just allowing myself to be lifted along the way, along this journey in life built upon a strong faith in God and in the faith that He will bring me to where I should be if I surrender everything to him. Of course, I know I have to do my share and not just let him do everything for me. But I'm getting there. As I get to know him more, I'm getting to know myself better. Through an appreciation of what I have, I guess I'll know what I can offer and never be afraid to share them with the people I love.
Yes, it's my birthday, and I'm thankful that despite the many problems I'm facing, I remain positive. Gone is the pessimist me. Though there are things that are missing, with my family, friends and God with me, and all the blessings coming my way, there's no reason to be sad. I choose to be happy.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Good luck Anoop!
I will not hide the fact that right this minute, I feel like cracking into a major fit of sobbing. The results of this week's American Idol elimination had gone hours past but it seems as if it has sunk in only now. I cannot believe that my beloved Anoop Desai is out of the competition. It was him I had followed religiously from day one. It will be hard to watch Idol and expect not to see him. I loved Anoop the first time I saw him. I will love him till my last breath. He is the only Idol contestant I've ever been so enamoured with. Good luck Anoop.
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Back Again
Almost four months in complete hibernation and I have finally contemplated on getting back to writing on this blog again. It probably won't be on a regular day-to-week basis as I've become less sensitive of the triumphs and travails that surround this big old world we live in, but I will write for as long as it still makes sense to write.
So many things to write about yet, there isn't one that's worthy to be told. If I were in a basketball game, I was probably pulled out from the bench to play as a starter, then stumbled with a few missed shots and a couple of fouls that ultimately led me back to where I originally came from - the bench.
Yes, I'm in this phase again where it seems as if I'm in keen search of where I should be heading to professionally and emotionally.
People do get tired. I've grown too impatient and I know it isn't a good trait but if I don't do something drastic now, I know I'll regret it for the rest of my life. I want to have a clear vision of my future. Be it with regards to my career or a romantic life ahead, I need to start acting on it or it will not take long before I realize it's too late.
Maybe a different career, a different venue with different people and a far different approach than that I've had all this time could make my existence great again. And though it's not all that wonderful right this moment, I'm hoping that God will help me find happiness and contentment in whatever decision I choose to make.
So many things to write about yet, there isn't one that's worthy to be told. If I were in a basketball game, I was probably pulled out from the bench to play as a starter, then stumbled with a few missed shots and a couple of fouls that ultimately led me back to where I originally came from - the bench.
Yes, I'm in this phase again where it seems as if I'm in keen search of where I should be heading to professionally and emotionally.
People do get tired. I've grown too impatient and I know it isn't a good trait but if I don't do something drastic now, I know I'll regret it for the rest of my life. I want to have a clear vision of my future. Be it with regards to my career or a romantic life ahead, I need to start acting on it or it will not take long before I realize it's too late.
Maybe a different career, a different venue with different people and a far different approach than that I've had all this time could make my existence great again. And though it's not all that wonderful right this moment, I'm hoping that God will help me find happiness and contentment in whatever decision I choose to make.
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