This song pretty much sums up the way I feel. I'm in senti mode once again. Hate it :-(

I Wanna Be With You
Mandy Moore


I try but I can't seem
to get myself to think of anything but you
Your breath on my face
your warm, gentle kiss I taste
the truth, I taste the truth

We know what I came here for
So I won't ask for more

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms to hold you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

So I'll hold you tonight like I would
if you were mine to hold forevermore
And I'll savor each touch
that I've wanted so much to feel before, to feel before

How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms to hold you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

Oh, baby
I can't fight this feeling anymore
Drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name and take my hand
Can you make my wish, baby, your command

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms to hold you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

A Confession

Could I be a different woman now or am I just truly in love? I don’t know what’s happening to me lately. It seems that I’m a mere shadow of how I was then, when I used to mistake love for infatuation.

The tiny feeling I had just a few weeks past has grown into something immense. It’s so great I could survive just breathing this feeling, so huge that my heart couldn’t bear this much pleasure, excitement, sorrow and longing all wrapped up in one.

I’ve never felt this way before. Every time I see him, my heart overflows with longing and excitement. I want to hold him, to be there for him. I want to see his every move, to feel his very presence. I wonder at times, what makes him cry, or what it is that makes him smile.

Though he doesn’t know me, I don’t need to feel afraid when he’s around. My heart is calm and peaceful, far from the restless, tormented heart I had in the past. I can look at him straight in the eye and talk to him happily without giving away myself.

Right now, I have so much love to give. Yes, my heart...I’m willing to give, if only he’d ask for it.

1. What's the connection between you
and the last person you texted?
*** friends

2. What is wrong with you right now?
*** my a**

3. Do you miss your first love?
*** first love? i don't have one.

4. When did you last cry?
*** can't recall

5. Who do you hate?
*** none, it aint good to hate.

6. What do you want in your life right
now?
*** fulfillment and stability

7. Are you happy?
*** yes

8. What do you smell like?
*** i don't know

9. What’s your favorite thing you have
on your bed?
*** my winnie the pooh stuffed toy

10. Do you tend to make relationships
complicated?
*** no idea

11. What was the last movie you went
to?
*** jumper

12. Is your shirt new?
*** no

13. Do you live next to your boyfriend?
*** huh?

14. Are you scared of bugs?
*** no

15. Do you read?
*** of course

16. Do you sleep with a teddy bear?
*** yessss

17. Last thing that made you cry?
*** can't remember, that was ages ago

18. Do you like anyone right now?
*** yes, a little...no actually, a looooot!

19. Are you bored?
*** aha!

20. What are you excited about?
*** oscars

21. What’s on your mind right now?
*** i want my life back

22. Who was the last person to make
you cry?
*** can't remember

23. Name someone whose name starts
with the letter "R."
*** rowena

24. Do you care what others think
about you?
*** nah

25. Do you think you'll be married in
10 years?
*** yes

26. Will you ever kiss the last person
you kissed again?
*** huh?

27. What do you look forward to in the
next 3 months?
*** my birthday

28. Who was the last missed call?
*** an officemate

29. What's your ring tone?
*** too close

30. Do you plan on moving out within
the next year?
*** nah, unless i get married

EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
◄ yes

THINGs YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
◄ food and shirt

LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
◄ shawarma (yum yum!)

WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
◄ calocohan

WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT
WITH FRIENDS?
◄ anywhere, no particular place in mind

CAN YOU COOK?
◄ YESSSSS!!!!

LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
◄ i'm a sucker for solving riddles and brain twisters (give me time, i'll be able to crack it up)

HATE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
◄ i have low self-esteem

CAN YOU SING?
◄ most people say so...

DO YOU SMOKE?
◄ NO, NEVER!

PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
◄ Pancakes.

DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
◄ No

WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU
RECEIVED AND FROM WHOM??
◄ from an officemate, nothing significant really

CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
◄ no

CAN YOU SWIM?
◄ no

FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
◄ strawberry

WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS
MORNING?
◄ 6:30 am

WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
◄ just did it...my brother and I watched the film jumper. it was...okay.

DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
◄ i'd be lying if i said no.

DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
◄ foolish me...yes

DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
◄ no, but i wish i had one

WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?
◄ watching music videos on youtube

IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD
YOU BE?
◄ purple

IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT
NOW, WHERE?
◄ France

FOOD YOU'RE CRAVING FOR RIGHT THIS
MINUTE?
◄ geez, i'm not craving for anything, what's wrong with me?

NAME A PERSON WHO'S
NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER "J"?
◄ Jason

WHAT IS THE FIRST THING
YOU PUT IN YOUR GROCERY CART?
◄ depends, it's my mother who does that

RADIO STATION YOU FREQUENTLY LISTEN
TO?
◄ used to be home radio, lately i haven't been listening to the radio

WHERE DO YOU USUALLY HANG OUT?
◄ everywhere, anywhere

IF YOU WERE TO CHANGE CAREERS, WHAT
WOULD YOU WANT IT TO BE?
◄ novelist, scriptwriter, portrait artist, singer, pole dancer ;-)

WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO TOMORROW?
◄ watch the Oscars

FAVORITE DAY?
◄ Saturday

ARE YOU EASY TO GET ALONG WITH?
◄ i think so

WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP?
◄ Ate Nitz

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO SEA WORLD?
◄ nope

Too excited to watch the Academy Awards later that I could hardly sleep. Maybe some cheesy survey can help me go into slumber...

HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
◄ 3 (more than that number, i'd probably die)

WHERE DO YOU USUALLY WATCH MOVIES?
◄ SM Fairview

TIRED OF WHAT?
◄ childish infatuations

FAVORITE PLACE IN YOUR HOUSE?
◄ my room (of course)

HAPPIEST HOUR OF YOUR DAY?
◄ mostly in the morning after waking up when i'm all sunshiny pleasant

Are you serious in a relationship?
◄ i will be when i do get into one

What is on your mouse pad?
◄ got no mouse pad

What's your favorite fruit?
◄ mango, watermelon, grapes

Do u wish to be a pilot someday?
◄ nope

What is the color of your pants?
◄ light green

Is your computer in your bedroom?
◄ nope

Is your hair long or short?
◄ long

Do u like going to the supermarket
◄ nope

How long does it take for u to fix
your hair?
◄ five minutes max

Where did you last go?
◄ to the moviehouse

What did you have for breakfast
this morning?
◄ pansit palabok

What you had for dinner last night?
◄ grilled pusit

Do you sleep alone?
◄ yup

Who is beside u now?
◄ none

What is the last thing u touched
before u went on the comp?
◄ our cute little kitten emily

What Karen Means

K is for Kinky (me, kinky? i have yet to find that out...) A is for Animated R is for Remarkable E is for Earthy N is for Neat

What Does Your Name Mean?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to take over the whole bed. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: In a very bad mood It's hard to sleep next to you because: You hog the covers. (omg, this is soooo true!)

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Are Aphrodite!

A total shining star with a ton of admirers (a ton of admirers? now this one's funny. where are they? none has emerged so far...) And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

What Goddess Are You?

Just a game...

How to Play:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question below, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool …

mine are:

Opening Credits:
On My Own – Whitney Houston

First Day At School:
Yesterday When I was Young – Glenn Campbell

Falling In Love:
Can’t Fight This Feeling – REO Speedwagon

Breaking Up:
When She Cries – Restless Heart

Prom:
Can’t Help Falling In Love – Sam Milby

Mental Breakdown:
Even If – Jam Morales

Flashbacks:
I Will Remember You – Sarah McLachlan

Getting Back Together:
It Might Be You – Stephen Bishop

Wedding Scene:
In My Life – Bette Midler

Final Battle:
All The Man That I Need – Aicelle Santos

Death Scene:
Maybe – Neocolours

Funeral Song:
You Needed Me – Boyzone

End Credits:
I Need To Be In Love – The Carpenters

Finale:
Walang Kapalit – Piolo Pascual

Happy Valentine's Day

I may be jolly, crazy, out of control when the object of my affection comes a tiny inch closer, but hey my definition of love goes far deeper than how I make it seem to be.

Drawing Personality Test (Again!)

Okay, okay. Let's make it a little less abstract. Hehe. I'm getting so addicted to this online drawing quiz. Wala nang pakialam sa personality test results, dv? Adik talaga ako. Oh yeah, speaking of lethargy, I'm sleepy na!

The results of your analysis say:

You tend to pursue many different activities simultaneously. When misfortune does happen, it doesn't actually dishearten you all that much.
You are a direct and forthright person. You like to get to the core of the issue right away, with few signs of hesitation.
You like following the rules and being objective. You are precise and meticulous, and like to evaluate decisions before making them.
You feel morose and are prone to lethargy.



What does your drawing say about YOU?

Drawing Personality Test

The results of your analysis say:

You tend to pursue many different activities simultaneously. When misfortune does happen, it doesn't actually dishearten you all that much.
You have a peaceful mind, viewing the world with calm and serenity. To you, life is not about struggle and strife but about existence and co-existence.
You are creative, mentally active and industrious.
You have a sunny, cheerful disposition.



What does your drawing say about YOU?

Handwriting Personality Quiz

The results of your analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a social person who likes to talk and meet others.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

Right click on the image above and select "Save Picture As..." to save your handwriting to your hard drive. You can also paste this code into your web page to show off your writing to others:

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

A Prayer

Lord, forgive me if I have offended a tender soul. Please relieve me from the anxiety that such encounter caused me. It was not my intention to hurt other people. I pray that you bless the person who condemned me, for I never wish ill upon anyone. Please allow peace to rule in my heart. All these I ask in Jesus' name, Amen.