I don't know how to describe it. But right this moment, memories of my aunt's cremation this afternoon never seem to escape my thoughts. I wish I didn't see it. I had goosebumps. Just really gives me the creeps. But then, may her soul rest in peace.

You Are 88% Interesting

Believe it or not, you are a very fascinating person. You're probably too busy being interesting to realize exactly how interesting you are. You have a rich, full life. You are curious about the world, and you are very open to new experiences. You have a lot to talk about, and people find you to be an amazing conversationalist. And most importantly, you are truly interested in other people. How could anyone find that boring? You truly listen and learn from others. You're not self absorbed or shallow.

Are You Boring or Interesting?

If there is ever an award given to the friendliest niece in a family reunion, I'd probably get the title. Why not? At least, I get to chat with any one about anything under the sun. Politics, love, health, work, and yes...even celebrity gossips. They all think I know EVERYTHING! It's a tough role that I get to play every family reunion, but I enjoy it. And I love it too that I'm not really a fan of local showbiz but every once in a while I get to act as if I'm a huge enthusiast of our local stars. Not that I don't like them. I'm just not thrilled. I'd rather talk about my own problems than gossip about celebrities who don't have anything to do with me.

Had so much fun with our trip to Capas, Tarlac last Saturday. It's been a long time since I've last seen my relatives there. We're planning to visit Capas again next month. I'm super excited about it.

Me and my brown hair

I used to really get pissed each time I'd hear comments on my hair not being dark like everyone else. Anyways, I've grown to like my natural hair color. At least I don't need to pay just to have my hair dyed because it's colored already. Haha.

It pains to want someone and know that that someone can never be yours. I have always wished and prayed for him. How long should I stay this crazy about someone before I could realize that nothing will ever come of it?

So I should start telling myself to just move on. Essentially, if I would end up with somebody, he should first realize it in his heart how much he needs me. It shouldn't be the other way around.

Thank God there's Youtube! I'm loving every bit of the Eraserheads reunion concert held last Saturday in Taguig. At least, those who were not able to see it live could watch and experience the once in a lifetime concert through video footages that fans have been posting on youtube. So sad that Ely had to be rushed to the hospital after suffering chest pains in the middle of the concert. The last I heard, he underwent another angioplasty procedure, but that he's in stable condition now. Let's all pray for his speedy recovery. He's a rarity in the music industry.