Changing Lanes

At this point in my life, feels like I'm trudging an endless road. A good thing happens today, next day comes a bundle of failures. Ewan. I'm beginning to feel less enthusiastic with my work, but it has nothing to do with the work itself.

Though each day becomes more difficult, I'm confident that as long as I have truth with me, nothing can ever shake me. Yeah, there may be people who'll try to interfere and may make me feel less of a person but I am not intimidated.

It's the financial aspect of it that's giving me a reason to consider changing lanes. Parati akong walang pera and it's becoming so sickening. Pamasahe pa lang, lugi na ako. Wala pa akong social life nyan ah...

I'm not getting any younger kaya gusto ko talagang maka-ipon. Ayoko ng ganito.

The trip to Korea could open new opportunities for me pero I'm not expecting too much from it. All I need is a chance to work abroad for at least 3 years tapos, I can have my own family na. Basta kailangan makaipon muna ako and then marriage can come in later.

Kapag ready na naman ako financially at emotionally, I know God will give me that man I've been waiting for. I trust in the Lord's will. Maybe I have met this man already or I'm bound to meet him pa lang but right now, while I'm waiting for HIM to come into my life, I know I have to prepare, not just for him but for my future children.

Optimistic ba? Ganyan dapat. Aja fighting!