Could I be a different woman now or am I just truly in love? I don’t know what’s happening to me lately. It seems that I’m a mere shadow of how I was then, when I used to mistake love for infatuation.
The tiny feeling I had just a few weeks past has grown into something immense. It’s so great I could survive just breathing this feeling, so huge that my heart couldn’t bear this much pleasure, excitement, sorrow and longing all wrapped up in one.
I’ve never felt this way before. Every time I see him, my heart overflows with longing and excitement. I want to hold him, to be there for him. I want to see his every move, to feel his very presence. I wonder at times, what makes him cry, or what it is that makes him smile.
Though he doesn’t know me, I don’t need to feel afraid when he’s around. My heart is calm and peaceful, far from the restless, tormented heart I had in the past. I can look at him straight in the eye and talk to him happily without giving away myself.
Right now, I have so much love to give. Yes, my heart...I’m willing to give, if only he’d ask for it.
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