First off, bad news...The last surviving kitten passed away yesterday. It was sooooooo heartbreaking. Huhu...Ang kyut pa naman nung kuting. Sayang...

On to another topic...I think I might have made somebody's life difficult yesterday. Some girl working for a credit card company was so insistent as I talked to her on the phone. Pinakiusapan ko naman siya pero ang kulit pa rin niya.

All these years, I've been trying to be the nicest person I can be for anyone. Kaya lang minsan, kapag nasasaid yung pasensya ko, lumalabas talaga ang katarayan ko. I was so damn pissed, I didn't care if my officemates were observing me na pala. Nakakahiya. I mean, really...losing my cool is so not me!

I ended the phone conversation with a "thank you, goodbye" pero up until this time, I feel bad, really bad that I acted that way to a total stranger. I know it's her work, but could she have been more sensitive of the feelings of the person she was talking to at the other end of the line? Mahirap bang intindihin na hindi ako ang dapat kausapin at may mas tamang oras para tumawag siya?

I'm sorry talaga... Kung mababawi ko lang yung pagtataray ko, ginawa ko na. I sent a pop up immediately after the incident sa officemate ko. Sinabi ko nga how much I regret what happened. Okay lang daw 'yun. At least nalaman ko raw na tao lang ako, hindi dingding. Ngek!

Si Ate Lani, ung officemate kong friend na rin, lagi akong kinakantyawan na ako raw ay isang back-to-back concert...meaning, ung front at back ko raw magkahawig. Hehe...I admit naman hindi ako sexy. Oks lang, di naman ako hurt. Aliw nga ako sa joke niya sa akin. Kaya imbes na malungkot ako, natawa na lang ako sa hirit niya. Hehe...mukha ba talaga akong dingding? Nyahaha!!!

Now going back to the phone conversation, if I could do it again, I would've been more tactful and nice. Pero hindi ko na maibabalik 'yung moment kaya nga ang hiling ko na lang, sana mawala na ang guilt sa puso ko. I'm sorry...