I'm Sorry, I Love You

Maybe I have said it too often that nobody listens to me anymore when I say, I'm in love.

Alright, the kind of love that I mean when I say "love" hasn't reached any farther than a chocolate-flavored infatuation for anyone who captures my fancy...But I'm ready to love if I should prove to myself that it isn't just about fantasies and wishes.

Yes, I'm in love again. Cupid's arrow struck my heart, hit it bull's eye.

So Ji-Sub has ruled my heart. He has even dominated my dreams. Yes, I'm becoming delusional. But I love the feeling. I love it that I can have a reason to look forward to each day of my life.

And oh, that cancelled trip to Korea...I want it badly now. I want to reach my highest star. Ji-Sub, saranghe!

I'm back...again!

I'm back, finally. Been missing out a lot of blogger lately ever since I got crazily hooked on Korean cinema. Crazy, mad, I'll watch anything Korean!

So in love with Korean movies and shows that instead of surfing the net on my spare time, I'd rather watch Korean movies and shows through our very dependable DVD player. Voila!

Ask me about our local shows, I'll probably be clueless because lately I haven't been tuning in to TV either. Such a shame indeed. But hey, I get entertained. That's all that matters, right?

That Someone

Here I am again writing about a film I had enjoyed watching. Silly me for being so mushy. Ah but really, if you want to see brilliant love stories, try Korean cinema. Even their romantic comedies can make some cold-hearted person cry.

Daddy Long Legs, a sad story of unrequited love is probably one of the most romantic films I've seen so far. It made me think deeply of a possibility that there could be someone out there who has so much love to give yet that love isn't reciprocated because either the person cannot let the other know how he feels or maybe the other is too blind to notice.

Well, well, well...I do not know. Maybe there is one for me, maybe there isn't, maybe I'm wishing for one...I guess we all get excited by the thought that someone could be so in love with us, who loves us even without us loving them back, someone who cares for us in their own special way. Wouldn't it be nice that we have someone who watches over us every moment of our life and that we know we're never alone?

Zeke

Just wanted to share my picture with PBB Season 2 housemate Ezekiel.

I super love this picture!!!! Yep, another photo opportunity with a celebrity...Isn't it obvious that I gave the smile of my life for this one? Haha...Anyways, apart from being ultra sweet, nice, accommodating and adorable, Zeke happens to be a cutie as well. I lurv him! Grabe!

Taping

Got to watch a taping of Kris Aquino's "Deal or No Deal" a while ago. I must admit, I had a wonderful time. Kaya lang kainis kasi I was seated near (as in super near) the front row. There were so many cameras. Susme, wish ko lang hindi ako nakita. Oh gosh!!!!

Pix Galore

Had fun taking pictures at the office this afternoon. Actually, my officemates had more fun making at me pose hilariously in front of their digital camera. Well, I'm always willing and ready 'ya know!!!!Hehe...Vogue!

Here are a few of those wacky pix:

naaaliw ako sa my heritage. saya!!! hehehe...

One Sided Love


Your heart overflows with love,
but misses where it's headed to.
Your mind saves you from all the hurt
but the heart can't seem to follow through.

The heart does have a mind of its own,
that you agree,
but can't it think clearly?

Feelings tend to confuse,
and soon you find yourself thrown
into a sudden outpouring of emotion.

The kind of love that will never fail,
and that will always stay,
a love that will never ever miss...
is a love that does not have to insist.

If you love someone, you say it, you say it right then, out loud, or the moment just passes you by...

----from My Best Friend's Wedding

How Gemini Are You?

You are 73% Gemini

How Gemini Are You?

What Color Purple Are You?

You Are Grape

You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that. People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts. You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you. People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person.

What Color Purple Are You?

What Is Your Love Based On?

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows. You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love. For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding. You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run. Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

What Is Your Love Based On?

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Your EQ is 127

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

My New Crush

Got a new crush...Who is he? Hmmm....Clue. He's a celebrity. Haha. Pahulaan daw ba?

Ang aking bagong sinisinta ay si --- TJ Trinidad! My golly, I didn't know he could sing that well! He kinda sounds like my ex...ex-crush I mean. Haha. I don't know why pero I really have this thing for guys who can sing...At nag-rhyme siya in fairness!

But wait, there's more! : -) I read somewhere that TJ is a tennis aficionado. Nice, pareho kami, magkakasundo kami nyan! Jowk! Nyahaha! In my dreams dv? Shakz...Lalo yata akong nai-in love sa kanya!

A Very Inspiring Quote

"Just don't give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong." - Ella Fitzgerald


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very true!

Once in a Summer

What time is it? Ah, here I am again, doing my usual thing this time of the night or is it already morning?

Just finished watching “Once in a Summer” starring Lee Byung Hun and Soo Ae. I must admit, I wasn’t expecting much from this film but it turned out to be such a moving drama, so compelling that I found myself crying towards the end of the film. I actually hate it when a movie makes me cry. But then, no matter how hard I try to keep myself from crying, I just can’t. My goodness, “Once in a Summer” is nearly impeccable!

The film, mostly set in 1969 Korea tells the story of Suk-young (played so convincingly by Lee Byung Hun), a rich kid who in the year of turbulence in Korea joins his fellow students to do volunteer work in the countryside one beautiful summer. There he meets Jung-In, a town librarian whom he instantly gets attracted with. Yes, he fell in love with her at first sight.

But the journey to love will never be easy. This movie proves that love alone can’t keep two people together. Or maybe, it is making us realize that real love is not merely having that someone beside us, but knowing that even if we aren’t with them, love continues to burn. And though, one had to leave this earth, the memories of their love will forever live. Ah golly, here I am crying once again…

I know, I know. I need to sleep na. But before I do so, let me just post this poem which served as a foreword to an online novel I wrote some two years ago. Naks! Online novel? Haha...Basta! Here it is:

I was blind not to have seen the beauty in you,

and failed to see the importance of your love for me.

Now I regret each moment lost,

each passing day that’s wasted without you.

From now on, I’ll be holding on to a dream,

that each moment of my life,

you will serve as my light.

I’ll be wishing you’d come back to me.

then I won’t have to be lonely.

a dutch boyfriend? why not?! hehe...