It's my birthday yet, I feel empty. Maybe I have been sleeping all this time, I forgot to keep a close watch at the days of my life. At 29, I feel so wasted. Where have all the years gone?
Life hasn't been so bad, honestly. It's just that I feel like nothing significant has been happening in my life these past couple of years.
Maybe I have been dreaming all this time. Maybe I've spent most of my years fantasizing about absolutely fantastic things. But I guess, things do reach their saturation point at one time or another.
At this stage in my life, I need to make crucial decisions, which will somehow decide what life I'll be having in the impending future. It could be a choice between loving or letting go, of staying or leaving, of seeking or being found, of learning or teaching. But in all of these, I guess it's the manner I'll choose to handle choices that'll mold my persona to the road to success, mediocrity or failure.
Right now, I want to take a risk, to taste defeat, then if I'm lucky enough, to kiss victory....but then, that's fantasizing the fantastic once again. Guess I'll never really learn.
Help me, God. I need courage.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
1. Where were you 3 hours ago? – bathroom
2. Who are you in love with? – wala
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? – ngek, nope!
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? – sa theatre hindi pero i always watch films sa bahay. dvd marathon eto. kewl!
20. Your dream vacation? – sa batanes. I’d love to go there!
24. Do you miss anyone right now? – nope
25. Last stage play you saw? – my golly, that was ages ago, can’t recall anymore
28. Who is the last person you sent a Friendster message or comment? – lanie
36. How are you? – a little sad
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over? – never pa naman
43. What does your last text message say? – basta, pangungumusta from a friend of mine
45. Last time you took a shower? – two hours ago
46. Do you need to do laundry? – no
47. What is your heritage? – Spanish-Chinese-French sa mother side; Spanish sa father side
49. Are you rich? – nope
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Politics. Politics. Politics. What else is there to see but aspiring politicians campaigning as best they could to lure people to vote for them?
Personally, there's not one politician I trust anymore. Though it's not right to generalize, to me they're one and the same. I hate to say this but, when people start doubting about leaders' credibility, you know something is ultimately wrong.
Imagine this: to your right, you see people from the government convincing everyone that things are all right when in fact they're not; to your left, you see people who seriously criticize/ oppose the government each for their own political/personal reason.
This has become so much like a stereotypical drama. There always has to be a protagonist and an antagonist. But hey, I'm confused. Which is which? That's an even bigger problem we have. We do not know which truthfully wants to help and which one wants to take advantage of the people. Maybe both, maybe neither, maybe either...whatever!
Okay, I maybe a little harsh on thinking not one of our politicians want to make a good and honest leadership. Maybe there are some. I have yet to find them though...
I hate to say this but politics has become a livelihood for so many leaders. Such a shame really. I don't think it's that bad in other countries. I mean, there must be corruption in other parts of the world but it becomes secondary to helping and serving the country, first and foremost. Unfortunately, it's the other way around in this country: corruption comes first, then public service comes next...if it ever really does.
Personally, there's not one politician I trust anymore. Though it's not right to generalize, to me they're one and the same. I hate to say this but, when people start doubting about leaders' credibility, you know something is ultimately wrong.
Imagine this: to your right, you see people from the government convincing everyone that things are all right when in fact they're not; to your left, you see people who seriously criticize/ oppose the government each for their own political/personal reason.
This has become so much like a stereotypical drama. There always has to be a protagonist and an antagonist. But hey, I'm confused. Which is which? That's an even bigger problem we have. We do not know which truthfully wants to help and which one wants to take advantage of the people. Maybe both, maybe neither, maybe either...whatever!
Okay, I maybe a little harsh on thinking not one of our politicians want to make a good and honest leadership. Maybe there are some. I have yet to find them though...
I hate to say this but politics has become a livelihood for so many leaders. Such a shame really. I don't think it's that bad in other countries. I mean, there must be corruption in other parts of the world but it becomes secondary to helping and serving the country, first and foremost. Unfortunately, it's the other way around in this country: corruption comes first, then public service comes next...if it ever really does.
Getting Sick
I have not been feeling good lately. Maybe it has something to do with the weather. Goodness, it's terribly hot! Oftentimes, I'd turn the electric fan on, and that goes on for quite some time. Too much time that I'd often fall asleep and, forget to turn it off. And this morning when I woke up, goodness, I didn't feel any better. In fact, I feel as if I'm going to get fever, and my throat is getting sore. I'm going to get sick...but please, not now. There's gotta be some other time to get sick. Geez. I mean, there's no room for any form of illness. I need to be healthy. July is fast approaching.
Oh..I'm so excited this early. What will happen to me in Korea? Will I like my first ever trip abroad? Will I gain friends? Will I survive alone? Seems to be a little scary but, there must be a good reason behind it other than a chance at traveling: it's a step towards becoming independent. Whew! Sounds kind of serious and noble, eh? But yeah, I need to start experiencing life my way even if it's only for a month, or I'll never learn to do it alone, ever...
Oh..I'm so excited this early. What will happen to me in Korea? Will I like my first ever trip abroad? Will I gain friends? Will I survive alone? Seems to be a little scary but, there must be a good reason behind it other than a chance at traveling: it's a step towards becoming independent. Whew! Sounds kind of serious and noble, eh? But yeah, I need to start experiencing life my way even if it's only for a month, or I'll never learn to do it alone, ever...
Friday, April 06, 2007
Drawing Test (Again)
link: http://www.bored.com/drawthings/save.php?id=860611
erm...should i be happy with the result of this test? ngek! lahat ata nega. suspicious, paranoid, evasive and passive aggressive? nah, why on earth am i taking these personality tests? who cares? and...nobody knows me but me. ah nevermind, gusto ko lang talaga mag-draw kagabi. hehehe...kaso bakit parang bumaba ang picture quality ng nagawa ko after ma-save? kaasar, hindi na detailed yung pic. mas malala pa sa nag-pixelate, haha!!!!
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Drawing Test
link: http://www.bored.com/drawthings/save.php?id=833550
Your Top 2s
Two Names You Go By:
1. Karen
2. Kaye
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. sando
2. shorts
Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. love
2. honesty
Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. write
2. draw
Two Things You Want Very Badly At The
Moment:
1. halo halo
2. tulog
Two pets you had/have:
1. tiger (sweet lit'l puppy)
2. patty (pretty lit'l kitty)
Two things you did last night:
1. read
2. sleep (of course!)
Two things you ate today:
1. bacon
2. mixed veggies
Two people you Last Talked To:
1. daddy
2. mommy
Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. pahinga
2. write
Two Favorite Holidays:
1. pasko
2. bagong taon
Two favorite beverages:
1. iced tea
2. mango juice
Two favorite TV shows:
1. betty la fea
2. my girl
Two favorite foods:
1. kare-kare
2. burger steak
Two of your least favorite things to
do:
1. hugas pinagkanan
2. laba
Two things you want to do before you
die:
1. travel across the globe
2. write and direct a feature film
1. Karen
2. Kaye
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. sando
2. shorts
Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. love
2. honesty
Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. write
2. draw
Two Things You Want Very Badly At The
Moment:
1. halo halo
2. tulog
Two pets you had/have:
1. tiger (sweet lit'l puppy)
2. patty (pretty lit'l kitty)
Two things you did last night:
1. read
2. sleep (of course!)
Two things you ate today:
1. bacon
2. mixed veggies
Two people you Last Talked To:
1. daddy
2. mommy
Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. pahinga
2. write
Two Favorite Holidays:
1. pasko
2. bagong taon
Two favorite beverages:
1. iced tea
2. mango juice
Two favorite TV shows:
1. betty la fea
2. my girl
Two favorite foods:
1. kare-kare
2. burger steak
Two of your least favorite things to
do:
1. hugas pinagkanan
2. laba
Two things you want to do before you
die:
1. travel across the globe
2. write and direct a feature film
Random Questions II
1.whose picture is it that you keep in
your wallet?
>>> lee dong wook.
2.what time do you go to bed?
>>> 12 midnight.
3.what was the last thing you did
before filling this survey?
>>> was reading other blogs.
4.who's the one you always meet the
most?
>>> family.
5.who's the person you're gonna call
if you need help?
>>> family pa rin.
6.what's on your mind just now?
>>> antok na ako!
7.kissed a complete stranger?
>>> nope.
8.with whom do you wanna have
fun?
>>> family.
9.what's the latest movie you saw?
>>> TMNT.
10.when was the last time you went
out?
>>> kanina.
11.what do you hate the most for now?
>>> pressure sa work.
12.when was the FIRST time you slept
alone?
>>> matagal na.
13.what things you want to do now?
>>> tulog.
14.what do you do everyday besides eat
and sleep?
>>> work and surf the net.
16. What color makes you happy?
>>> yellow and purple.
17.most fave thing in your room?
>>> electric fan.
19. instruments that make you crazy?
>>> wala naman.
20.miss someone?
>>> nope.
21. are you a coffee addict?
>>> nope.
22. are you satisfied with your life
now?
>>> of course!!!!!
23.would you share a glass of water
with a friend?
>>> honestly, not.
24.when was the last time you ate
seafood?
>>> yesterday.
25.ever had a food fight?
>>> nope.
26.what do you usually eat for
breakfast?
>>> kanin at kung anong nakahain na ulam, kinakain ko po...
27.Lost a friendship over something
stupid?
>>> never pa naman.
28. Been really depressed before?
>>> yes.
29.what's your favorite fast food
chain?
>>> jollibee although their customer service sucks bigtime!
30. cried in front of your classmates?
>>> yes.
32. who's on your mind?
>>> who? wala eh...
33. did you ever cheat during an exam?
>>> never!
34. Is kissing normal for our age?
>>> yes.
35.are you childish?
>>> yes.
37.how's your heart lately?
>>> just fine.
your wallet?
>>> lee dong wook.
2.what time do you go to bed?
>>> 12 midnight.
3.what was the last thing you did
before filling this survey?
>>> was reading other blogs.
4.who's the one you always meet the
most?
>>> family.
5.who's the person you're gonna call
if you need help?
>>> family pa rin.
6.what's on your mind just now?
>>> antok na ako!
7.kissed a complete stranger?
>>> nope.
8.with whom do you wanna have
fun?
>>> family.
9.what's the latest movie you saw?
>>> TMNT.
10.when was the last time you went
out?
>>> kanina.
11.what do you hate the most for now?
>>> pressure sa work.
12.when was the FIRST time you slept
alone?
>>> matagal na.
13.what things you want to do now?
>>> tulog.
14.what do you do everyday besides eat
and sleep?
>>> work and surf the net.
16. What color makes you happy?
>>> yellow and purple.
17.most fave thing in your room?
>>> electric fan.
19. instruments that make you crazy?
>>> wala naman.
20.miss someone?
>>> nope.
21. are you a coffee addict?
>>> nope.
22. are you satisfied with your life
now?
>>> of course!!!!!
23.would you share a glass of water
with a friend?
>>> honestly, not.
24.when was the last time you ate
seafood?
>>> yesterday.
25.ever had a food fight?
>>> nope.
26.what do you usually eat for
breakfast?
>>> kanin at kung anong nakahain na ulam, kinakain ko po...
27.Lost a friendship over something
stupid?
>>> never pa naman.
28. Been really depressed before?
>>> yes.
29.what's your favorite fast food
chain?
>>> jollibee although their customer service sucks bigtime!
30. cried in front of your classmates?
>>> yes.
32. who's on your mind?
>>> who? wala eh...
33. did you ever cheat during an exam?
>>> never!
34. Is kissing normal for our age?
>>> yes.
35.are you childish?
>>> yes.
37.how's your heart lately?
>>> just fine.
Random Questions I
Do you talk to yourself?
>>> minsan, weird ko dv?
Is there anything that you are craving
for right
now?
>>> halo-halo, ang inet grabe!!!!!!!!
Single or taken?
>>> single
Ever cried for something stupid?
>>>madalas, iyakin ako eh :-(
Do you like anime?
>>> nope.
How about Japanese music?
>>> hindi rin.
What music are you into, anyway?
>>> basta ok sa pandinig kahit ano pang genre yan.
Do you have a malicious mind?
>>> naku, minsan.
First thing you do after watching a
movie
>>> leave the moviehouse? haha...
Do you wash the dishes in your house?
>>> minsan lang din. may pagkatamad ako eh.
Can you last two days without a bath?
>>> hindeeee!!!!
Most common words in your classroom.
>>> classroom? that was ages ago, can't even recall.
The last lie you told your parents
>>> i'm not a good liar so hindi ko na lang tintry, mahahalata lang ako.
2 of the lamest excuses you ever said
to go out
>>> wala.
Still go to the mall with your parents?
>>> syempre naman!
Favorite brand of shoes.
>>> kahit ano...
Are you brand conscious?
>>> nope.
Ever felt un-loved?
>>> dati.
Who do you miss right now?
>>> wala naman.
Watched any good movies lately?
>>> rocky balboa and 300
Addictions?
>>> bacon and burger steak
Is it in you to kill someone?
>>> no way!!! hindi ano!!!!
Daydream a lot?
>>> kinda...
Happy with your life?
>>> of course!!!!
You’d rather lose your mobile or your
mp3 player?
>>> neither.
What do you think about yourself?
>>> ms. congeniality
Ever slept all throughout class?
>>> never! nyek!!!!!
>>> minsan, weird ko dv?
Is there anything that you are craving
for right
now?
>>> halo-halo, ang inet grabe!!!!!!!!
Single or taken?
>>> single
Ever cried for something stupid?
>>>madalas, iyakin ako eh :-(
Do you like anime?
>>> nope.
How about Japanese music?
>>> hindi rin.
What music are you into, anyway?
>>> basta ok sa pandinig kahit ano pang genre yan.
Do you have a malicious mind?
>>> naku, minsan.
First thing you do after watching a
movie
>>> leave the moviehouse? haha...
Do you wash the dishes in your house?
>>> minsan lang din. may pagkatamad ako eh.
Can you last two days without a bath?
>>> hindeeee!!!!
Most common words in your classroom.
>>> classroom? that was ages ago, can't even recall.
The last lie you told your parents
>>> i'm not a good liar so hindi ko na lang tintry, mahahalata lang ako.
2 of the lamest excuses you ever said
to go out
>>> wala.
Still go to the mall with your parents?
>>> syempre naman!
Favorite brand of shoes.
>>> kahit ano...
Are you brand conscious?
>>> nope.
Ever felt un-loved?
>>> dati.
Who do you miss right now?
>>> wala naman.
Watched any good movies lately?
>>> rocky balboa and 300
Addictions?
>>> bacon and burger steak
Is it in you to kill someone?
>>> no way!!! hindi ano!!!!
Daydream a lot?
>>> kinda...
Happy with your life?
>>> of course!!!!
You’d rather lose your mobile or your
mp3 player?
>>> neither.
What do you think about yourself?
>>> ms. congeniality
Ever slept all throughout class?
>>> never! nyek!!!!!
Friday, March 30, 2007
Letting Go
I almost had a nervous breakdown this afternoon. Thank God, I'm still alive. Come to think of it, problems will never leave us mortals. Bakit nga ba ako masyadong nagpapa-apekto? Hay naku, I really have low tolerance against stress.
I do not wish to elaborate on why I even cried. But I'm thankful that I have genuinely kind officemates who are ready to extend their help anytime I feel like giving up.
There's one thing I've learned out of all this. Sometimes, to be able to think right, you have to let go of the pain and bitterness kasi when we're too burdened, tendency is we find it hard to distinguish good from bad. Most likely, since pain leads to hatred, anything that we're bound to do is likely along the path of deviousness.
Let go and move on. Oh God, help me move on.
I do not wish to elaborate on why I even cried. But I'm thankful that I have genuinely kind officemates who are ready to extend their help anytime I feel like giving up.
There's one thing I've learned out of all this. Sometimes, to be able to think right, you have to let go of the pain and bitterness kasi when we're too burdened, tendency is we find it hard to distinguish good from bad. Most likely, since pain leads to hatred, anything that we're bound to do is likely along the path of deviousness.
Let go and move on. Oh God, help me move on.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Anything Goes
*What was the last dessert you ate?
>> wala eh.
*Do you believe in karma?
>> yup.
*Are you satisfied with yourself?
>> i may not be blessed with so many things but i'm happy the way i am.
*How was your day?
>> tiring.
*What's on your mind right now?
>> fiction, get back to writing.
*What if a stranger of the opposite
sex comes up to you and say, "Hi, i'd
really like to know you. Can i have
your number?"
>> i'm sorry?
*What excites you the most?
>> i'm easily excited by almost anything nice. mababaw kaligayahan ko eh :-)
*Describe your perfect holiday
>> at the beach with my family.
*Missing anyone?
>> none at the moment.
*Think of one word. What is it?
>> angel.
*How much do you eat?
>> more than someone my size should be eating.
*Do you exercise?
>> i'm too lazy to do it...
*How many times precisely have you
fallen in love?
>> i haven't.
*Do you like the way you look?
>> i'm very much satisfied with what god gave me.
*Think of a person who you think is
hot.
>> goran ivanisevic.
*Are you a good driver?
>> i haven't learned to drive yet.
*Do you wish you could erase your past?
>> nah.
*Favorite ice cream flavor?
>> ube.
*Are you allergic to anything?
>> nope.
*How do you see yourself in 10 years?
>> happily married with kids.
*Ever cried when watching a movie?
>> so many times.
*Apple pie or blueberry cheesecake?
>> apple pie.
*If you could only drink one thing
for the rest of your life?
>> water.
*what are you currently listening?
>> a collection of james horner musical scores.
*What do you think of people around
you?
>> just like me?
*Who is the friend/s you have had the
longest ?
>> high school friends.
*When was the last time you cried?
>> matagal na.
*Why?
>> wala, babaw lang.
*Last song that you sang
>> don't dream it's over.
*Do you like to sing?
>> super.
*Favorite song
>> tuloy pa rin (at the moment ah...)
*If you were given a chance to visit
another country, where would it
be?
>> spain or france
*What do you want to happen right
now?
>> matapos ang nobela.
*What do you want to happen tomorrow?
>> review for an exam.
*What do you want to happen next
week?
>> that the lord will always be there to help me in dealing with difficult situations.
*What do you want to happen next
year?
>> work abroad.
*Do you want to say anything to
anyone?
>> life is beautiful. cheer up!
>> wala eh.
*Do you believe in karma?
>> yup.
*Are you satisfied with yourself?
>> i may not be blessed with so many things but i'm happy the way i am.
*How was your day?
>> tiring.
*What's on your mind right now?
>> fiction, get back to writing.
*What if a stranger of the opposite
sex comes up to you and say, "Hi, i'd
really like to know you. Can i have
your number?"
>> i'm sorry?
*What excites you the most?
>> i'm easily excited by almost anything nice. mababaw kaligayahan ko eh :-)
*Describe your perfect holiday
>> at the beach with my family.
*Missing anyone?
>> none at the moment.
*Think of one word. What is it?
>> angel.
*How much do you eat?
>> more than someone my size should be eating.
*Do you exercise?
>> i'm too lazy to do it...
*How many times precisely have you
fallen in love?
>> i haven't.
*Do you like the way you look?
>> i'm very much satisfied with what god gave me.
*Think of a person who you think is
hot.
>> goran ivanisevic.
*Are you a good driver?
>> i haven't learned to drive yet.
*Do you wish you could erase your past?
>> nah.
*Favorite ice cream flavor?
>> ube.
*Are you allergic to anything?
>> nope.
*How do you see yourself in 10 years?
>> happily married with kids.
*Ever cried when watching a movie?
>> so many times.
*Apple pie or blueberry cheesecake?
>> apple pie.
*If you could only drink one thing
for the rest of your life?
>> water.
*what are you currently listening?
>> a collection of james horner musical scores.
*What do you think of people around
you?
>> just like me?
*Who is the friend/s you have had the
longest ?
>> high school friends.
*When was the last time you cried?
>> matagal na.
*Why?
>> wala, babaw lang.
*Last song that you sang
>> don't dream it's over.
*Do you like to sing?
>> super.
*Favorite song
>> tuloy pa rin (at the moment ah...)
*If you were given a chance to visit
another country, where would it
be?
>> spain or france
*What do you want to happen right
now?
>> matapos ang nobela.
*What do you want to happen tomorrow?
>> review for an exam.
*What do you want to happen next
week?
>> that the lord will always be there to help me in dealing with difficult situations.
*What do you want to happen next
year?
>> work abroad.
*Do you want to say anything to
anyone?
>> life is beautiful. cheer up!
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Are You a Right-Brain Thinker?
Your quiz score makes you: Right-Brain Thinker
Now that you've completed our enlightening quiz, you probably know you’re a right-brain thinker! What if you are motivated by art and love reading the classics, but you're a number cruncher in your day job? If you are feeling out of sorts or dissatisfied with your job, let your right-brain/left-brain knowledge guide you on a new career path. Even if you're totally satisfied in your current job, taking a class could allow you to explore and cultivate a part of your brain you may not use in your career. By working with your natural talents, you'll be likely to succeed at and enjoy work and school at the same time. With the wonderful educational opportunities literally at your fingertips, there's no reason not to be in a happy and fulfilling career. It's possible to be both creative and professional. It might be time to match your brain to your job before more time goes by.
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hmmm... me, right-brained? but i'm right handed. how could that be?
oh well, siguro nga. wait, got this from wikipedia:
"Writing is not as precise an indicator of handedness as it might seem, because many left-handed people write with their right hand but use their left hand for other tasks."
all i can say is...whatever! :-)
Now that you've completed our enlightening quiz, you probably know you’re a right-brain thinker! What if you are motivated by art and love reading the classics, but you're a number cruncher in your day job? If you are feeling out of sorts or dissatisfied with your job, let your right-brain/left-brain knowledge guide you on a new career path. Even if you're totally satisfied in your current job, taking a class could allow you to explore and cultivate a part of your brain you may not use in your career. By working with your natural talents, you'll be likely to succeed at and enjoy work and school at the same time. With the wonderful educational opportunities literally at your fingertips, there's no reason not to be in a happy and fulfilling career. It's possible to be both creative and professional. It might be time to match your brain to your job before more time goes by.
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hmmm... me, right-brained? but i'm right handed. how could that be?
oh well, siguro nga. wait, got this from wikipedia:
"Writing is not as precise an indicator of handedness as it might seem, because many left-handed people write with their right hand but use their left hand for other tasks."
all i can say is...whatever! :-)
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
I feel like singing....
If You Believe
Rachel Lampa
I close my eyes,
And even when I'm sleeping
I'm alright,
'Cause you are in my life.
Once upon a time,
I only imagined this
And now you're mine.
Wished for you so hard
Prayed that you'd find me;
Maybe you're here today,
Here to remind me.
If you believe that dreams come true,
There's one that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw you
That when you want something enough,
That it can't escape your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe, oh oh...
Everybody said
That I was a fool to think
That we'd connect
But I couldn't get my heart out of my head,
And they just didn't see;
No, they just couldnt know
The feeling that you get,
The places that you go...
If you believe that dreams come true,
There's one that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw you
That when you want something enough,
Then it can't escape your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe.
Never wished for material things;
Never needed wind in my wings.
I never wished for anything but you...oh!
I can't explain it,
Someone just told me,
"Go where your heart is,
You'll never be lonely."
If you believe that dreams come true,
There's one that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw you
That (when you believe) when you want someone enough,
Then they can't escape your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be,
If you believe.
Believe, believe, believe, oh...
------
Rachel Lampa
I close my eyes,
And even when I'm sleeping
I'm alright,
'Cause you are in my life.
Once upon a time,
I only imagined this
And now you're mine.
Wished for you so hard
Prayed that you'd find me;
Maybe you're here today,
Here to remind me.
If you believe that dreams come true,
There's one that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw you
That when you want something enough,
That it can't escape your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe, oh oh...
Everybody said
That I was a fool to think
That we'd connect
But I couldn't get my heart out of my head,
And they just didn't see;
No, they just couldnt know
The feeling that you get,
The places that you go...
If you believe that dreams come true,
There's one that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw you
That when you want something enough,
Then it can't escape your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe.
Never wished for material things;
Never needed wind in my wings.
I never wished for anything but you...oh!
I can't explain it,
Someone just told me,
"Go where your heart is,
You'll never be lonely."
If you believe that dreams come true,
There's one that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw you
That (when you believe) when you want someone enough,
Then they can't escape your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be,
If you believe.
Believe, believe, believe, oh...
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my day was sooooo boring! daanin na lang sa kanta. hmm... trip ko ang song ni Rachel Lampa. romantic dv?
kaasar, kulang na kulang ako sa kilig lately. 'yung mga nagpapakilig, hindi naman kakilig-kilig......kahindik-hindik!!!!! :-)
kaasar, kulang na kulang ako sa kilig lately. 'yung mga nagpapakilig, hindi naman kakilig-kilig......kahindik-hindik!!!!! :-)
Monday, March 19, 2007
How Nerdy Am I?
Your Score Summary
Overall, you scored as follows:
36% scored higher (more nerdy),
1% scored the same, and
63% scored lower (less nerdy).
What does this mean?
Your nerdiness is:
Low Ranking Nerd। Definitely a nerd but low on the totem pole of nerds.
no way! me? a nerd? geez. that's kimpossible! = (
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Best Quality (Daw oh!)
Karen, your best quality shines through in how Reliable you are
In all, there are 15 qualities that help define you when you're at your best. Those are the traits potential employers, friends, and partners look for in you. What makes you unique is your particular distribution of those 15 qualities.
We've found that your particular combination of qualities is rare — only 2 in 10,000 people share the same general mix of traits. Those are great odds if you're trying to show a potential employer, colleague, friend, or date why you're exactly the right person for them.
What Type of Flirt Are You?
Color Test Report
You chose Violet first and Red second. This means that you long to be perceived as exciting, interesting and influential। You're careful to avoid doing anything that might endanger your success or others' confidence in you। You're preoccupied with things that are intensely exciting, erotic or otherwise। Out of all test-takers, 3.52% select these two colors in the first and second positions.
Green/Brown is your second pairing। In relation to what's going on in your life, you're trying to build a sturdier foundation for your life. You hope that doing so will offer you a more comfortable and secure future, when you will receive the respect and recognition you deserve. Among others who take this test, 1.46% chose this color combination in the third and forth positions.
Your third pairing is Yellow/Gray। According to Luscher's theories, this indicates that you're holding back by avoiding conflict. You fear that disagreement might keep you from realizing your goals. While you're willing to get emotionally attached to others, you can be exacting in your standards for a partner and demanding of those close to you. 3.34% of test takers share this combination for the fifth and sixth positions.
Blue/Black is your fourth and final pairing। This means you're rejecting or suppressing your own vulnerability. You feel averse to displays of affection and you can't concentrate. You're in a relationship that makes you feel unhappy, and you don't feel like you can improve it without the cooperation of another person. While you want out and you long for your independence, you don't want to risk losing anything. This leads you to be irritable and wish you could escape the situation altogether. Among other test-takers, 0.25% share this color combination in the seventh and eighth positions.
Green/Brown is your second pairing। In relation to what's going on in your life, you're trying to build a sturdier foundation for your life. You hope that doing so will offer you a more comfortable and secure future, when you will receive the respect and recognition you deserve. Among others who take this test, 1.46% chose this color combination in the third and forth positions.
Your third pairing is Yellow/Gray। According to Luscher's theories, this indicates that you're holding back by avoiding conflict. You fear that disagreement might keep you from realizing your goals. While you're willing to get emotionally attached to others, you can be exacting in your standards for a partner and demanding of those close to you. 3.34% of test takers share this combination for the fifth and sixth positions.
Blue/Black is your fourth and final pairing। This means you're rejecting or suppressing your own vulnerability. You feel averse to displays of affection and you can't concentrate. You're in a relationship that makes you feel unhappy, and you don't feel like you can improve it without the cooperation of another person. While you want out and you long for your independence, you don't want to risk losing anything. This leads you to be irritable and wish you could escape the situation altogether. Among other test-takers, 0.25% share this color combination in the seventh and eighth positions.
Changing Lanes
At this point in my life, feels like I'm trudging an endless road. A good thing happens today, next day comes a bundle of failures. Ewan. I'm beginning to feel less enthusiastic with my work, but it has nothing to do with the work itself.
Though each day becomes more difficult, I'm confident that as long as I have truth with me, nothing can ever shake me. Yeah, there may be people who'll try to interfere and may make me feel less of a person but I am not intimidated.
It's the financial aspect of it that's giving me a reason to consider changing lanes. Parati akong walang pera and it's becoming so sickening. Pamasahe pa lang, lugi na ako. Wala pa akong social life nyan ah...
I'm not getting any younger kaya gusto ko talagang maka-ipon. Ayoko ng ganito.
The trip to Korea could open new opportunities for me pero I'm not expecting too much from it. All I need is a chance to work abroad for at least 3 years tapos, I can have my own family na. Basta kailangan makaipon muna ako and then marriage can come in later.
Kapag ready na naman ako financially at emotionally, I know God will give me that man I've been waiting for. I trust in the Lord's will. Maybe I have met this man already or I'm bound to meet him pa lang but right now, while I'm waiting for HIM to come into my life, I know I have to prepare, not just for him but for my future children.
Optimistic ba? Ganyan dapat. Aja fighting!
Though each day becomes more difficult, I'm confident that as long as I have truth with me, nothing can ever shake me. Yeah, there may be people who'll try to interfere and may make me feel less of a person but I am not intimidated.
It's the financial aspect of it that's giving me a reason to consider changing lanes. Parati akong walang pera and it's becoming so sickening. Pamasahe pa lang, lugi na ako. Wala pa akong social life nyan ah...
I'm not getting any younger kaya gusto ko talagang maka-ipon. Ayoko ng ganito.
The trip to Korea could open new opportunities for me pero I'm not expecting too much from it. All I need is a chance to work abroad for at least 3 years tapos, I can have my own family na. Basta kailangan makaipon muna ako and then marriage can come in later.
Kapag ready na naman ako financially at emotionally, I know God will give me that man I've been waiting for. I trust in the Lord's will. Maybe I have met this man already or I'm bound to meet him pa lang but right now, while I'm waiting for HIM to come into my life, I know I have to prepare, not just for him but for my future children.
Optimistic ba? Ganyan dapat. Aja fighting!
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