My Birthday

It's my birthday yet, I feel empty. Maybe I have been sleeping all this time, I forgot to keep a close watch at the days of my life. At 29, I feel so wasted. Where have all the years gone?

Life hasn't been so bad, honestly. It's just that I feel like nothing significant has been happening in my life these past couple of years.

Maybe I have been dreaming all this time. Maybe I've spent most of my years fantasizing about absolutely fantastic things. But I guess, things do reach their saturation point at one time or another.

At this stage in my life, I need to make crucial decisions, which will somehow decide what life I'll be having in the impending future. It could be a choice between loving or letting go, of staying or leaving, of seeking or being found, of learning or teaching. But in all of these, I guess it's the manner I'll choose to handle choices that'll mold my persona to the road to success, mediocrity or failure.

Right now, I want to take a risk, to taste defeat, then if I'm lucky enough, to kiss victory....but then, that's fantasizing the fantastic once again. Guess I'll never really learn.

Help me, God. I need courage.

My Spidey Baby

1. Where were you 3 hours ago? – bathroom

2. Who are you in love with? – wala

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? – ngek, nope!

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? – my sandals

5. When is the last time you went to the mall? – last Friday pa eh…

6. Are you wearing socks right now? – nope.

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000? – nope.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town? – I didn’t drive but me and my brother went to putipot island. Magnificent place!

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? – sa theatre hindi pero i always watch films sa bahay. dvd marathon eto. kewl!

10. Are you hot? – hot as in literally hot? Yes indeed!

11. What was the last thing you had to drink? – mango juice

12. What are you wearing right now? – pambahay.

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? – nah, no car to wash. Hehe….

14. Last food that you ate? – sinigang na baboy

15. Where were you last week at this time? – on the road I guess

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? – yes, three cute little tops

17. When is the last time you ran? – can’t recall na eh…

18. What's the last sporting event you watched? – badminton siguro

19. What is your favorite animal? - cats and dogs

20. Your dream vacation? – sa batanes. I’d love to go there!

21. Last person's house you were in? – hazel’s house.

22. Worst injury you've ever had? – I fractured my foot

23. Have you been in love? – I guess no

24. Do you miss anyone right now? – nope

25. Last stage play you saw? – my golly, that was ages ago, can’t recall anymore

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? – ewan, wala pa akong nallure eh! Hehehe…

27. What are your plans for tonight? – sleep

28. Who is the last person you sent a Friendster message or comment? – lanie

29. Next trip you are going to take? – korea na siguro

30. Ever go to camp? – yes

31. Were you an honor roll student in school? – elem days ko

32. What do you want to know about the future? – will I be a fulfilled person?

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne? – nope

35. Where are your friends? – no idea

36. How are you? – a little sad

37. Do you have an mp3 or iPod? – mp3

38. What are you listening to right now? – none

39. Do you collect anything? – nah

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know? – marami eh

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over? – never pa naman

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw? – yes

43. What does your last text message say? – basta, pangungumusta from a friend of mine

44. Do you like hot sauce? – yes!

45. Last time you took a shower? – two hours ago

46. Do you need to do laundry? – no

47. What is your heritage? – Spanish-Chinese-French sa mother side; Spanish sa father side

48. Are you someone's friend? – yes

49. Are you rich? – nope

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night? – watching music and lyrics sa dvd